I Committed Suicide

I committed suicide. 

Today was a day that was character building. It was a day that I will never forget. I received an unexpected call from an associate in business. You know me I am like hello what's up and she begins to ask me some personal business questions about someone she mutually does business with. She was beginning to get loud and I was also. I was calming down when I began to realize how petty I sounded forgetting totally about her. Cat fight LOL...

Then I made the right decision I believe and ended the call in a diva/professional way. I was being questioned about my business transactions and my ethics with this person. Someone who I knew was satisfied with my services. Now follow me here.

 I began to think some crazy things about him. I thought he was the cause of her rage and the cause of all that happened. I thought because I was not satisfied with his services and he knew it. I really believed he was trying to sabotage my business.... 

My BFF said, " you think all of this and you haven't even spoken to him yet. At least give him a fair chance.  I agreed with my BFF because he was  right. Give this guy a the opportunity to clear himself. Now to my astonishment when I spoke to him everything I thought was WRONG. I used my skills and I let him talk. He was satisfied with my services. He was confused by everything but he was NOT the monster I thought he was. BOOM I SHOT MY SELF...
I shot ALL my thoughts, I shot them ALL . 

 My thoughts are to serve me not for me to serve them. I use them to give me the best perspective of people... The old me I thought I was will now give EVERYONE a fair deal.... 

I have committed suicide. Here's the new me. 

In Live we Live and we Learn and in return we Learn how to Live... :-)